Awesome Obsession

Okay. I’m fed up of writing these negative posts.

I just wrote one and I was just like, ‘Wtf… Urm… No…’.

My life’s going great so far, I have a boyfriend, I’m happy with my life, etc.

There shouldn’t be anything to bitch about! LOL.

I honestly wouldn’t read my blog if it was by someone else. It’s too god damn negative.

I think I need to increase my daily caffeine intake again… LOL.

By the way, I got bored of coming up with titles(as you may have noticed by my last post), so now I’m back to RaS… MY LIFE JUST GOT BORING AGAIN ;D! LOL.

So, everyone’s been saying recently that me and James look cute together. I don’t know if that’s a bad thing though. Sure, maybe 1 or 2 people… but after 5 it seems a bit unlikely that it’s a coincidence EVERYONE’S using the exact same phrase.

My brother also said his ex-girlfriend(my brother’s entire social circle is full of ex-girlfriends… actually, his two best friends are ex-girlfriends[awkward right? LOL]) thought we looked cute too :/.

I’m not sure really. My brother said I should take it as a compliment. My brother thinks I should take everything as a compliment though, LOL.

So anyway. How’s my day been I hear the millions of readers ask in anticipation of my response(that probably doesn’t even make any sense :/ LOL)?

WELL.

I skipped running for the third day in a row. Tuesday because I usually skip on Tuesday, yesterday was because it was hail-stoning and today because of an exam . I’ll go tomorrow no matter what… maybe I can make another exception if it’s hail-stoning or snowing though .

Anyway, the exam was good I suppose. There was two 30 minute exams, one biology and one physics. The biology one was easIER(not easY) and the physics one… well… I just skipped the last question which was 4 marks and I probably got at least 2 wrong elsewhere so the chances of me getting an A* are virtually non-existant… I’m trying to be optimistic on the A though . Biology… I’m hoping A* but it’s probably A or below. XD. It’s 25% of the overall Science GSCE-thingy btw (each exam=12.5% ;D).

After the exam I sat with James at break… and OMG ABNORMALITY OUT OF THE 3 BREAK TIMES WE’VE SAT TOGETHER!!! This time James sat next to me instead of opposite me- when there were two chairs to sit opposite me .

Which reminds me, I’ve decided to be over-analytical about these things deliberately now. WHY EMOR!?!? GOD DAMMIT WHY!? Well, the truth is, most things do have a meaning. When I smile at a guy 9/10 times it isn’t some random thing. I don’t think I smile at guys anyway, and the few I do it’s just because I know them pretty well- BUT, lets just act for a minute I was normal (I love doing this, it’s so fun ^_^ LOL), it’d mean something.

So why the hell would I sit on the same side when I could be all normal and sit on the opposite? HEH?

Oh, wait.

I forgot to also mention that he apologised for randomly sitting with his friends in the last Science revision class. Like, he sat with me at the start then randomly moved(I personally wasn’t that bothered and didn’t make it obvious that I was a tiny bit bothered xD). I’m personally happy he did ’cause it’s a relief that it wasn’t me(OR WAS IT O_O?) .

But I think the two might be linked to be honest with you so maybe he was just putting emphasis on him wanting to sit with me by sitting on the same side of the table as me.

Meh .

SO. FINAL VERDICT…

Do you prefer:

A) Cynical Emor.

B) Unrealistically happy Emor(this is her by the way… LOL…).

?

-Emma.

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